Apr 262013
 

Every moment and every event of every person’s life on earth plants something in her or his soul.  For just as the wind carries thousands of winged seeds, so each moment brings with it germs of spiritual vitality that come to rest imperceptibly in the minds and wills of men and women.  Most of these unnumbered seeds perish and are lost, for such seeds as these cannot spring up anywhere except in the good soil of freedom, spontaneity and love. — Thomas Merton (1915-1968)

Just as sleep often gives us Big Dreams filled with import,  so too do our waking hours give us Big Thoughts. Unfortunately, they disintegrate even before we can tell of them, slipping away into oblivion. However, need not be lost; we must only notice, and acknowledge with an an inner smile, a snap of the finger,  a silent aha! to light up a new neuronal path with a dopamine squirt. This is how a seed grows into a tree, a ritual becomes a tradition, an intuition becomes a philosophy.

Such qualia comes to us in endless bounty. Like the tiniest seed, the most fleeting insight or subtle feeling is filled with mighty significance. If we notice but one, and nurture it with the controlled spontaneity of our conscious ritualing, our gardens will be filled with beauty and love. Our neuronal landscapes will come alive with fresh pathways.

This is how new qualia can transform the world.

 

 

 

Mar 062013
 

abelard and heloise

For those who have not the gift of talent, or love, or who have had and lost them, the world is desolate. It is devoid of habitation; devoid of qualia. Yet their plight is an advantage, for they have to build from scratch. They have to consciously ritual.

They habituate the unknown with images and myths — but theirs is no wallpaper which blends into the background like the sky and the trees; theirs is no status quo routine qualiascape. They don’t coast, they live. Artists with discipline surpass those with talent. Lovers who struggle create a history which far surpasses fabled romance.

Jan 172013
 

balloon

We become accustomed to the landscape. It becomes routine. What happens around us, as well as within us, becomes predictable. We hope, however, that something will strike us newly, and informing that hope are qualia. Perhaps the sunlight will glow with an unexpected color, or an offer of work and travel will present, or the sound of someone’s voice will trigger thoughts of love. If we don’t move toward the qualia, and ritual with it, it will remain forever vague; it will never become manifest; and it will be lost. The future will be as predictable as the past.

Jan 142013
 

romeo and juliet

Take a pair of lovers, for an instant. Each of their internal landscapes mirrors the external landscape of the other. The face, the build, the expression, the voice of one is mirrored in the neuropathways and landmarks of desire in the other. But what lay behind those landmarks the other can never really know. We get hints at them from the qualia which a love affair or a marriage can manufacture.

Oct 242012
 

Adaptation and evolution happen most effectively on an island, when the elements force a few, hearty individuals to seek out new qualia. Is this not what happens when we fall under the spell of another person’s qualia and qualiascapes? We are lost on their island. If they care for us they will make the best qualia available to us. On the other hand, we can find ourselves, like Odysseus, on the island of the witch-goddess Circe: she turned half of his men into swine after feeding them cheese and wine.

 

Aug 292012
 

As we discover qualia in our lives we return to them again and again. It is doubtful that we can ever know or understand them so well that they will lose their magic. The qualia in our lives are like love: we return to them day to day and year to year, ever striving to fathom their ineffable qualities.

 

 

Aug 272012
 

A book, a piece of music, a piece of clothing, each might suggest whole new worlds, new roles and new selves. A favorite spot, a garden, a building or a street corner might give us a feeling or thought which we desire to experience again and again — these are qualia known only to ourselves and to the special people whom we bring or we find there. Qualia attracts matter and matter forms around qualia. People are matter…but, depending  upon the qualia they pay attention to, people may not matter much.

Jul 092012
 

Happiness is lived one moment at a time. The wise person makes these moments last.

Every moment in life has three parts. The first is when it begins. The second is when it becomes qualiadelic. The third part is when it’s over. In short, every moment is a ritual.

Ritualing teaches us the art of noticing, of listening, in the moment. Once the listening becomes a habit, the happiness becomes real. It transcends the listening and flows out into the doing. As we return to our moments again and again our ritualing becomes a project, a work, a game, a tradition, a way of being.

 

Jun 042012
 

Love is always at first sight, even when it’s someone we’ve known for a long time. This is because we suddenly see them in a new light – it’s our first sight of our beloved as qualiadelic.

May 242012
 

Whether or not there really is a God, the word “god” is here to stay. It is the most qualiadelic word in any language, and it is the sum of all the good (and good ideas) for which we humans strive. It is the totality of all the best we can imagine. As we evolve, it evolves; it is always out of reach, beyond the horizon, unattainable.

Isn’t all qualia like that — unrealizable? Nonetheless, can we resist moving toward it? Aren’t we always searching for the perfect red, or the fragrance which unleashes the sweetest memories? What of the ideal love, or the utopian society, or the actualized self — give up the chase? Impossible!